Do you know Calimero ? It is a cartoon character. He is a black bird with an egg shell on his head. He always complains because nobody loves him.
I think my parents could have called me Calimero as I often complain because not everybody loves me... I know that we cannot get along well with absolutely everyone but I always feel sad and a bit hurt when I realize that someone around me does not like me as much as I wish. I have 2 colleagues that do not seem to like me and totally ignore me. One is out of the company now but the other one is still in and I have the feeling she does not find anything interesting in me. I know I should let it go as I am probably the same way with some people around me but I think it is so stupid to leave people on the side when there is so much to discover about everyone...
It is like this need I have to be respected and to be number 1. I hate failure and am pretty tough on me for this reason. As I mentioned in another blog, I am learning guitar since 3 months. I am improving but very slowly. I wish I could learn at the speed of light to impress myself and the others. But as it requires time and patience, I sometimes have hard time slowing down myself. And I am also afraid my teacher (and my friend now) gives up on me... I always have this insecurity feeling in me and would like to impress him and to show him (and everyone else I guess) I worth his interest ...
Call me Calimero !

Let's wear John Lennon's shoes for a while and dream about a better world:

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one