Whoah, it has been a very long time since I wroe anything on this blog ! I guess I must have felt I did not need it.... But actually, I do need it !
Ok, the idea (at least my idea) of a blog is that nobody will read it. So use it as a confident or a diary. Write what you have on your mind or on your chest and once it is out there, you'll feel good or even better !

Anyway, I am a bit concerned since few days... Dunno why but it gets on my nerves. I get upset easily and just wish to be on my own. I think I wanna show the others and prove to myself that I need noone else to be happy but myself. Do you sometimes have this feeling that your friends are not really your friends and that they may get tired of you and leave you on the side ? I do ! You spend a lot of time with someone, you share good and bad moments... but on day, that same person gets more interested on someone else and lives you aside... Or you do it: you go toward new people and leave your dearest friend on the side. How bad is that ? Very bad.
Ok, I am not yet that far but I am sometimes wondering if I can rely on the people around me, specially living in a country that is and will never be mine.
Hung, my guitar teacher, would tell me that it does not matter who you are with as long as you know who you are and where the truth is. I have to agree with him: live for yourself and nothing else matters... Let's sing Metallica's famous song : " forever trusting who we are/ and nothing else matters ... never care for what they say/never care for what they know/and nothing else matters".
Yeah, rock your ass baby !

Once thing to keep in mind though : whatever situation you are in, keep in mind that some people live something even worst ! So hang on to your dreams and keep smiling. And dream big as it is your motivation in life ! Dream big bab', dream big ....


Rebeliously yours,