It is interesting to see how your personality influences your behavior.
I am a "brained person" which means that I analyze everything before acting. There are 3 main types of people (at least in the western culture): the brained, the impulsive and the affectionate. The brained analyze all the signals he receives before doing a move; the impulsive follows his instinct even if the signals are not there and the affectionate bases his judgment on how much affection he feels from the situation. Actually, we all have a bit of the 3 in us but 1 is stronger than the others. And it is shown on the face. It is called Morpho-psychology: the art of understanding the people from their physical appearance. This study of personalities is really interesting and I read a lot on that.

In my case, the way my face is structured shows that I have a strong tendency to over analyze. The brain space is bigger than the nose or mouth spaces.
Anyways, the point is that I tend to restrict my feelings and I do not let my impulsions drive me. In some situations, it is excellent as I am very careful and really think before taking decisions. But in other situations, such as love and feelings, it is a bit of a pain in the neck as I can't help but think "what if..."
Recently, I have let my feeling for a certain person grow stronger. Before I used to be able to think "no way, this won't work so don't even think about it". But now that I know that the guy is also interested (signals cannot be wrong) I can't help but think about why this cannot work: he is 7 years younger than me, we spend a lot of time together, he is young and hot and therefore the target of interested ladies, he is a ladies' man... So many reasons not to take the risk. But in the same time, I know that there is something possible between us and his friends are pushing him to be a bit more proactive towards him.
So every times I see him, half of me gets under his appeal and charm and the other half tells me to be careful. I am pretty sure that if someone saw me when I am looking at him, that person could see on one side of me a devil say " go ahead and have fun, life is too short to be wasted ! No matter what happens after, Carpe Diem" and on the other side of me an angel replying "forget it, you will get hurt and nothing good is gonna get out of this relationship. Protect yourself".
So far the angel has been stronger than the devil. But for how long ?

Lately, I have been dating several guys but it was always for a very short time as I am not interested on settling down. But with him, things are different and I would love to give it a try as I am pretty sure it would be exciting, dangerous and "out of the beaten tracks".

What should I do ?